Getting Back to ME! I AM ENOUGH!!

When you've been cheated on it's hard not to look at yourself and ask, "Why am I not enough?"
I have been asking myself that question for about 9 months now. Don't get me wrong, outwardly I have told that boy he messed up the greatest thing he ever could even dreamed of having...I have been strong in front of family and friends..assuring everyone my self worth was never in doubt during all of this crap. But that was a lie. That lie, I think has prevented me from really making progress on forgiveness and moving the hell on. It has taken me these past 9 months to stop fighting with myself and let the weakness, insecurity and pain out. LET IT OUT...When you can let it out, you can let it go. Why wasn't I enough? Well I can ask that question now without fear of how weak it might make me sound. But now I can stand strong and YELL "I AM ENOUGH!" For the right man, RIGHT MAN being the key phrase, I will be more than enough. Of course I'm not perfect but I am enough. I questioned my beauty, personality, sexiness, everything about myself when I was cheated on. Now let he question be answered. I am BEAUTIFUL..inside and out..I am fine! I have a personality that is kind but also mysterious. I like that about myself! I am as sexy as I wanna be! I am a woman and I am enough. Fuck that ASSHOLE who didn't know until he lost me.

I wont lose myself. I may have let my passion slip a little since last December, but I am not lost. I just recently got my computer back and viewed some pics of myself that made me remember. I GOT IT! I have always had it. Not to sound cocky, but this beauty that I reflect on the outside is just as glowing on the inside. I got it! If I ever fill myself slipping again...I hope I can look back..or even just take a look in the mirror and get a true glimpse of a woman that is enough!